I asked my therapist...what makes people happy? What gives them a goal to live for. Nevertheless, that was the wrong question to the wrong person. Then... wondering on my numbness I was thinking what If... we had a clock and it told us exactly how much time we have left.
After I asked myself that question, I found why some people overcome their obstacles, because even if they don’t know how much time they have left, they know life is short. Too short to spend it complaining.
Then I asked, what would I do if I had only 24 hours to live... and I thought after wondering a lot...I would travel. Traveling has been my dream all the time, and looking into my imaginary time-left, I knew, sex, a man, money and beauty wouldn’t matter. Because I would die next day, so what I’d love to feel is my feet in the soil of another place, feeling the air, feeling the different vibe.
Afterwards. Is only my time left the one I know, it’s no one else’s, so I only have to care about how satisfied I would be in the end on how I choose to spend my last days.
And to sum up, time becomes more valuable when you know you only have a bit left , so I think I might start embracing my imaginary clock from now on.
Happiness in people is obviously going to be defined in different variations. We are all born with something a little different in our genes until they perfect human cloning and that will be a pain when they do because we don't want our own body bugging us now would we lol. To elaborate little further, we each were formed at birth little uniquely among others and that would mean our strengths and weaknesses along with our preferences which can't always be so alike. Maybe a guy who digs you so much will adjust his desires to match yours just for sex, but hopefully he is the one.
ReplyDeleteIt seems like that's a good start to place yourself on the map with the whole traveling thing. There are different sights to see and definitely stuff you could observe from a distance. Who knows, but you would have to watch out for some creepers from being a lady. Maybe you could bring along someone who cares about you a lot like an ex or reliable friend to accompany you in your travels. Two heads are better than one.