Dead Fish in a Pond

I am dead, floating in violent waters

Emotionally empty, ungrateful and sad

I’m waiting to get out of this pond

But anything seems to work

Because I am dead, and dead things don’t move

There’s not a lot to say or do

Even the things I used to love

Now seem stupid and without emotion

How do you move when you’re dead inside?

I wish you understood that I’m convinced I was born dead

My mind keeps drowning me on the past

No, it’s not your fault, it’s mine

Maybe it’s not mine… but I still looking for a culprit

I’m tired of trying to revive

I feel on a cliff and my heart feels dark

Waiting to know when my life fell apart

I don’t want to talk anymore

I don’t want to be a puzzle anymore

Just let me go…

Please, this is much better for your world

I wish this was the last thing for you I wrote

Please love, just let me go.