So...?

I knew since you came back that you would not like the idea of me having someone who loves me. I saw the look in your eyes every time I went out with him happily holding his hand. However, this time, you can't do anything about it, I am grown up, seriously. Now you can't break my cell phone or tell everyone that I am losing myself and getting my life screwed up. You can't hit me anymore, or tell me that I am a whore because I am in love. So, what can you do? Nothing, I guess you'll have to find another person to control, or you'll have to change some things in your perturbed mind, because this time, I am not doing anything. I am not leaving him because he's the only person who can make me feel loved and I am comfortable enough with him knowing that he's not going to hurt me and that I love him and this love it's reciprocal. Consequently, I am sorry for you but it's time for me to be happy, I had enough sadness and pain already, it's time for having love and pleasure and fun, and live my life as happy as I was supposed to live it since I was a child. Yes, I know there will be struggles but at least this time I am not allowing anyone ESPECIALLY you, to hit me and unworthy me like you did. You were the first person in my life, but you decided to give me a dark view of the world, now, someone, it's painting that darkness and showing me another side that I didn't know, and I am glad that I met him in this moment of my life when I almost lost all my hope. There's nothing you can do, to make me not see him, or love him. Because now you don't have ANY kind of control over me, you can't hit me or scream to me, you can just look at me, and the person that I've become without you. 

I AM SO HAPPY TO BE FREE OF YOUR CHAINS, MOM.