I always had the stubborn desire of falling in love with someone who didn't put me in a clear place in his life. I never knew that having a special place in somebody's life would be so joyful. Being sure that he is also thinking about you and he worries about you, it's a paradise. When I met him, I was afraid that he would be like the other men, it was a mistake to make that silly comparison. I confused the hurricane inside of me with love several times, even though instead of a smile, these feelings, caused me anxiety and a hell of fear of being dumped, I really started thinking that loving someone and being loved was boring since I never knew that feeling. -sighs- I was so fucking crazy!
So, if there's somebody reading this I must tell you, don't be scared, don't reject the person who treats you right, accept him because it's like finding a hidden treasure that nobody else will enjoy but you.
I would not change this feeling of comfort and happiness, intensity, complicity and understanding, for some passion night with somebody who is just going to leave another scar on my very damaged heart, I rather see the beauty in this new feeling.
Well, lucky you haha. We all have thorns to deal with. Falling in love isn't always a rational thing, but it sure does make you happy to know in many ways your other half returns back the love.
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