Crush

He uses to come for a  fleeting-passing moment. He brings joy and sadness to my heart, joy because seeing him makes me happy, sadness because I can't have him.Whenever he appears suddenly, makes my heart scream fast and hard. He has blonde long hair, white skin and pink-red lips. He was smiling a December's day, the first that I contemplated him. He came again one year later. I found him sitting concentrated on his homework with his glasses on. He looked so sexy and intelligent, the reason why I fall for him I found. I sat a little close to him, and slyly watched. I got accustomed to watch him from far, and like if I were contemplating a star, can only see him but not touch him.

My heart beats fast whenever I see him, and my mind goes crazy as well as my voice. Since I saw him for the first time, days have gone by as well as months. His pale face, frozen, his distant eyes. At night, they keep me awake. I see him sitting on a cold grass, under a tree, looking to the sky. Sometimes, I find him on the bus. He is the first person that I find everywhere I go when I'm less expecting it. The reason why I want to meet him, is love but I feel like I will love him more from far away, since I can't lose him because I don't have him. That's the reason why I love to have him only like my crush even if he makes me so crazy that I can't think clearly what to do when he is close. I love my crush even if he brings joy and sadness to my life.