The Complex Act of Getting My Shit Together

When I was a kid and I dreamed about moving out and being an adult, I was thinking about it very narrow. Nobody told me there was so much involved. Money, loneliness, desperation. God, I even thought bullying was going to be over after high school but it results that even as an adult you gotta deal with that bullshit from other shitty people who don´t know how to do something better with their lives (even if they´re less capable than you in their abilities, notice that, don´t let anyone who has less knowledge than you give you orders and talk bad to you, you don´t deserve that).

Anyways, I learned that there are several things that stop-pause your growth. One of them it´s being stuck in a place because you don´t want to face changes, surprise bitch, you can´t be a victim anymore, you need to be the perpetrator, Go big or go home! but don´t be a bully, please.

I needed a wake-up call to stop being stuck, I needed someone to pull my car from the dirt, and I am very thankful for it. There´s a long COMPLEX road I have to walk. The way I look at life, laziness, victimizing myself, all that needs to improve in order for me to pull my own weight and be successful, but I know I can do it, NOBODY can tell me what I am able to do, I know myself enough, I am powerful. The world out there doesn´t owe me anything, life doesn´t owe me anything, I have opportunities given to me, because I deserve them, and I am taking them all, but saying that the world owes me has always been my way of victimizing myself, and that is going to stop.